Is it really that hard to find someone who isn't going to screw you over emotionally?

I mean really. Men suck. I think I might just stick to my animals. I'm hurting, in case that wasn't blatanly obvious. Falling in love with someone only to get your heart ripped out and torn to pieces. Am I really that much of an awful person that the partners I am with have a tendancy to find other people to shag while they are pledging their love to me???

I'm normal... truly...

I am sitting at the table yesterday... flicking through the junk mail. I had asked my girl to get out of her uniform. She comes out and says "mummy look at me!!"

And this is what greets me:

Oh, dear....

So then of course I just *have* to take a photo side-on...

And these are the culprits:
A couple of hand held weights. Go figure.

Aww Hell... Where do I start...?

I guess I start with a run down of who I am....

I am a single mum to a 7 year old tornado on legs. I am 28 but feel waaay older sometimes. I have 8 cats, a 5 month old puppy, a very pregnant rat who is due in 5 days, and 6 fish. I am extremely overweight, I have lots of mental issues, and my house is constantly messy. I am not a neat freak or anal retentive, but once I get started, get out of my way! I live in Rotorua. I am continuing study this year at Waiariki. I was made redundant from a job I loved in March 2009, which gutted me at the time but it gave me the push to work towards study in the medical field. I own half a house (not as weird as it sounds).

I think that's about it for now...